Monday, August 23, 2010

Hargai Sesuatu Di Dpn Kite...

Dh hampir 15 hari kte brpuasa dan bg yg lahir thn 1992,dh hmpr 2-4 bln kte jauh dr rumah...Last year ad satu hari wat ptama kali ak x buka dgn family sbb ad buka puasa kt skola..Dan sdr atau tdk thn nie dh hmpr stgh bln jgk ak xdpt buka n brsahur dgn family lg...Smuany dilalui ak dgn tng..
Sgghpn kdg2 trasa brt nk bgn sahur namun ak gagahkn juga utk bgn demi mndptkn sunat sahur itu...Ya trasa sgt lain..Kalu dulu bgn je mknn smua dh ad dpn mata..Tp skrg x lg mcm dulu..Kdg2 smbl mkn ak hnya mampu trmenung je memndgkn ak sorg kt rumah n sunyi sepi je...Inila dkatakn cabaran bg stiap manusia pabila smpi satu ketikany,dy trpksa hdup brdikari,memahami norma2 hdup dan bgaimana utk mnyesuaikn diri...Kdg2 ak trasa diri ak nie mcm Shinichi Kudo yg hidup sndirian di rumah bsrny...Tp Shinichi xpe...Dy ad Ran Mouri tuk tmnkn dy...Ak xde spe2 yg blh tmnkn ak slain vid2 korea...N if kalu ak trpksa jd mcm Edogawa Conan pn,ad ke 'Ran' yg nk jaga ak?
Khidupan brputar sgt pantas...Kdgkala kte di atas,kdgkala kte dbwh...Dulu ms skola mnengah,x sbr2 nk abiskn sbb nk masuk U n bebas watpe sj..Tp ble dh msk U rs mcm nk kmbali ke skola..Hdup di U x smudah djangka...Slh pilih kwn,kte rosak..X pndi sesuaikn diri,kte sesat dan di sinila dmana satu tahap kte nk kembali ke zaman dulu...
Ble ak tgk fb kwn2..mesti stiap hari ad saja cerita yg nk dkongsi...Gmbr2 di U dan brsama rkn2 baru..Aktiviti yg mereka wat...Mrk klihatan sggh gmbra d dlm khidupan mereka...Ak juga gmbira mlihat mrk begitu..Bknny ak x gmbira brada d MMU,tp ak situasi ak brbeza dgn kwn2...Ak xde kwn sgt...Just jln2..Dan kalu peG mkn rmi2...Org xnmpk ak sgt,ak tnggelam...Tp ble d MMU,wlupn xde kwn ak ttp enjoy life ak..Mgkn ak dh biasa dgn khidpn seorg diri mcm nie...Xprlu simpati pd ak kwn2...
Kalu dulu ak sibuk nk cr gf,tp skrg pintu hati ak dh trtutup...Ak xlg fokus pd bnda uh...Kdg2 jeles jugak tgk membe2 yg dh couple...Wlupn dulu dorg yg gembar gembur ckp couple 2 haram,blaja dulula.Tp ak x kisah..Dh rezeki dorg nk wat cmne...Tp sndiri jilat blk air ludahla...Kdg2 kte xleh trlalu mnghrp sesuatu bnda uh...Pabila kte trlalu mnghrp,xmgkin kte akn dpt..Kdg2 ak rs malu juga...Kejar pnya kejar tp xdpt2...Smpi dh kena tggl jauh...Dh xde rezeki nk wat cmne kn?Kwn2 yg btul2 tggl skrg hnya bbrp org je...
Kwn2 yg ak expect xkn renggang dgn ak dh pn mnunjukkn tnda2 mcm uh...Tp ak x kisah..Dorg pn ad life dorg sndiri...Lgpn ak kn slalu 'BUSY'.Sbb uh dorg xnk kaco ak...Tahla...Ak pn x kisah kalu org x contact ak...Lgpn xkn sbb ak dorg nk srabutkn hdup dorg..Ak cme hrp dorg gmbira ap yg dorg wat n stop ckp ak sombong.Ak benci org mcm uh...Ak x contact org n org pn x contact ak,ak xde ckp org uh sombong...Tp tah knp ble org uh x contact ak..n ak pn x contact dy smua ckp ak sombong,dasar lupe diri....Kurg hajar kn?Lanxla...Bg ak org2 mcm uh x gne satu sen pn..Trus trg ak ckp,kalu stkt nk brlagak brdaulat sgt,no need for u to contact me n i dont bother to contact u back...Kwn mcm uh bknla nama kwn...Just knln je...N jgn expect ak nk lowerkn ego ak kalu ko sndiri nk mndabik dada...Kasarkn ayat ak?
Ak trbaca satu blog member ak,Hazwan bdk sama kelas ngn ak... Ayat dy "U must understand ur situation.Dont expect people to understand urs"...Btul jgk ckp dy...Hidup nie trlampau luas...Mcm2 org kte akn jmpa...Jgn expect org nk phm kte..Tp kte mesti phm diri kte sndiri...So bitches and piggies out there...U know who u are right?I know u stalking my fb and blogs...Like i care?Just dont mess with me or i'll make sure that u wish that u never born in this world...Itu bgsny blaja law..Ko taw ap nk wat pd pnghuni2 neraka mcm nie...haha
Well enough saying...Slaluny xde org pn bc blog ak...Ak je membebel sorg2 tp sorg pn x leavekn pape...It's ok..Blog ak blog yg bosan..Brfalsafah n ske mmbantai org je...X kisah pn..Janji ak wat pd blog ak bkn pd blog org...Thats all guys(ad ke?)...See u next post...

P/S:i do wish to find a girlfriend who can accompany me...It's really miracle if she is Yoona,Sunny,Eunjung or Jiyoung...But i prefer Ji Young :)

2 comments:

AwieAGC said...

look at me lahh,. tgk ni,. kan komen ni.. uhuhh

ps:nicole kim slm kat ko..dy de sblh aku ni.. :P

Hyuga Gin said...

jgn nakal2..
haha